For anybody who wants original art to put up on their wall, I do real life comissions.
You pay for canvas, paints (if you're wanting a special kind), shipping and handling, any utensils that may be needed, and for my time and talent put into it..

so if canvas is $50 paint $40 S&H $15+ and it takes me a week it'll come out to $250+
if i get a good market going, my price for time taken will go up..

I'll post paintings that I've done once I get it finished..

any takers feel free to send me a Note..

Also.. people looking for tattoo designs.. my going rate for a simple 5"x5" is $30..
whole back pieces range from $75 - $1,000 depending on amount of details wanted.
I will mail it on paper if desired.. you must pay S&H charges..
Otherwise it will be posted online...

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To round things up..

Painting Commission - $100+
Sculpting Commission - $150+
Tattoo Design Commission - $40+

Clothes making may eventually be added to the list once I get my sewing machine fixed.
Prices will also vary depending on whether you know exactly what you want or not.

*If you give me a description like "dark, gothy, deep, full of emotion" The price will be lower because you give room for my own artistic flare.

*Descriptions like "I want you to do this painting by (insert artist's name here)" I'll either say no or charge more for the time contacting the artist for permission,

*Descriptions like "It doesn't matter/ I don't care/ I don't know" will have higher charge because of the time I put in reading your personality to make something you like..

*Descriptions like "I want a girl, sitting on a rock crying in a forest... blah blah" the price will go up because of time taken to design something to the best of your description

All items can be returned but not refunded. You may not like it but the materials and effort was put in it for you and if you can find a way to give me that time of my life back so i never wasted it on you.. then I'll refund you.

Any "fix ups" or "add-ons" will have additional fees..


I don't do any art for free.
I've had too many people take advantage of "friendship" and other things they thought should promote them to getting freebies..

All art will be paid in every way by you yourself..
All art will have my signature and should not be tampered with..
The art you buy is yours solely.. I will not copy or remake it for anybody else.


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thanks

so.. i got on happy pills a while ago because i was having a paranoid freak out about 2 weeks ago thinking my boyfriend had found somebody else and was going to leave me. a few days later my friend killed himself. a week after that i had another breakdown about my boyfriend going after normal looking girls because if he's not attracted to me, he's more likely to cheat on me. basically i thought i was being crazy paranoid for no reason.

today i found out he cheated on me on his ex girlfriend 2 weeks ago around the exact day that i freaked out.

i may be depressed and always pessimistic. but this is exactly why.
i know when this shit is going on.
i always know.

i'm getting off the pills now.
i don't care anymore.
if i get sad there's a big reason for it even if i don't know it consciously.

i hate people.

I'm on happy pills now. herbal anti-depressants.
no more suicidal-ness..
thought i'd spread the horrible horrible rainbowy cheer.
I'm up to no good on this fine fine april fools day. so beware!! if i have your number you could be getting pranked

is anybody bored with life?
nothing has excitement anymore. I've picked up new hobbies only to be as good as i usually am at them. i've lost passion for everything i used to love. i don't care about anything anymore.
the only thing that keeps me feeling refreshed is my jabbing another goddamn needle in my face or otherwise drawing blood in some way. and even then every single one of my "emo" blades have been worn dull.. i'm so.. fucking.. bored..


on a separate note... my friend Michael killed himself.
aren't i awesome.. exclaiming it to the world.
i don't know when, i don't know how, i barely know why.
i feel a little cheated.. but that's typical of us still living selfish bitches. always wanting people to stick around just for our sakes.

maybe i'll go lay in the middle of the road and see how many cars dodge me.

let's see how emo johnny gets THIS year... yayyyyyyyy
fuck i hate me

got a nose piercing yesterday.. it makes me glee ^.^
i loves it.. my friends laughed at me cause i was laughing when the piercer (Steve) did it.. cause it tickled to bad, i thought i was going to sneeze..

anyway.. i'm thinking about going into tattoo art.. i just need to raise $2,500 to get a tattoo kit and pay for an apprenticeship..
that's super cheap for an apprenticeship..
what ya'll think?
i already have my art permanently placed on people's bodies.. now i'll just be the one behind the needle as well as the pen..

also i watched "Changeling" starring Angelina Jolie. It's a bit long, but a very very good movie.. makes you want to kill a cop or two..